You're Confusing Me

I need some space and a whole lot of time to think things over.

You've got everything wrong.

Backwards.

Twisted.

Upside down.

And that's not how it's supposed to look. I have morals, and I am going to follow them. You don't have control over me anymore. I'm not going to give myself away to anyone. I'm going to hold my head high, and think my decision over before I make my move. I'm going to be the girl that you'll respect. Not the one you look at for a fun night. One that you'll be able to talk to. Have an actual conversation with. You can't do that with many people these days.

I want to have a conversation with you. Get to know who you really are. How you work. Find out just what make you tick. Tell me your dreams. I promise not to tell. That's what I want in this relationship. Trust. Trust me, and I'll trust you.

We'll walk together, hand in hand, and not care about the way they look at us, because this will be real.

We'll get it eventually. I just need to be patient. I need to wait for you to find me. I can't keep racing around trying to find you. Because it's not the right time. I'm to young. Would get lost in it all to quickly. Then I'd have to let you go. And end up having to wait all over again.

You know what, maybe you don't have it backwards.

Maybe backwards is the way it's supposed to be.